Christmas...love it and really don't love it, it comes with expectations..traditions..and memories. And there are times in your life when those things are easy, and times when those things don't make sense...I think we should all sit back and feel free to create our own expectations when the worlds expectations don't work for us. I believe that is when Christmas, and the meaning of it all, is really understood. For God so loved the world.....and me...it may be the only thing that ever will truly make sense again. Blessings to all of you, and remember you, and your pain make sense to our God who so loved...You!..Merry Christmas..